Cruel Summer - A Rant

*Disclaimer: There's a little mild language and is completely my personal opinions and feelings*


Summers are suppose to be a fun, relaxing, adventurous...right? Well this summer so far has been straight in the opposite direction. I won't lie, it was fine for a little while. I'll just go ahead and tell the story from my perspective. (Names have been changed just for the sake of things.)

Everything happened over just a matter of a couple days, but I'll keep the story short. First, I find out that my friend "Kim", who's married to "Steve", is having an affair with a guy named "Jack". "Jack's" ex-wife "Lauren", who left him for someone else, finds out about it (my theory), tells "Steve", and he kicks "Kim" out.

As you can see, I have NO reason to be in the middle of any of that shit whatsoever. However, I feel as if everyone (minus "Steve") wanted me to take their side but there's no way in hell I needed to/should have. All of them had it coming as I can see. If you're gonna be a cheater, don't brag about it and definitely don't cheat with someone ur ex-friend used to be married to.

And another thing, why blame me for something that not only you wished for, but were gonna do in the first place. So you were gonna leave him anyway. Yeah, it might suck if you don't get to do it on your terms, but don't get mad at the fact that it happened. If she really didn't want him to get pissed and leave her ass, she wouldn't have done the things she did. Now, I should have said something to her but I'm just the kind of person who doesn't want to tell people what to do, per se...maybe I need to work on that. However, don't get mad when you get what you wish for.

Pretty much, the point is since that has happened, I haven't really been hanging out with people. I'm sure I'll lose a friend, maybe two. But that happens to everyone. Anyway, I'm much more isolated from the people in this town. Sure, I've had the occasional visit with someone here and there, but otherwise I've been confined to these four walls. It gets pretty lonely, so I know I'll be much happier once I'm back in Starkville, where the people there are more on my level and I won't feel like I'm back in juinor high or high school.